Endless Night / Бесконечная ночь. Книга для чтения на английском языке

I raised a finger to the waitress and paid the bill, then I said straight out to Ellie:

�Am I – am I ever going to see you again?’

She didn’t look at me, she looked down at the table. She said:

�I shall be in London for another fortnight.’

I said:

�Where? How?’

We made a date to meet in Regent’s Park in three days’ time. It was a fine day. We had some food in the open-air restaurant and we walked in Queen Mary’s Gardens and we sat there in two deck-chairs and we talked. From that time on, we began to talk about ourselves.

I’d had some good schooling, I told her, but otherwise I didn’t amount to much. I told her about the jobs I’d had, some of them at any rate, and how I’d never stuck to things and how I’d been restless and wandered about trying this and that. Funnily enough, she was entranced to hear all this.

�So different,’ she said, �so wonderfully different.’

�Different from what?’

�From me.’

�You’re a rich girl?’ I said teasingly —�A poor little rich girl.

’

�Yes,’ she said, �I’m a poor little rich girl.’

She talked then in a fragmentary way about her background of riches, of stifling comfort, of boredom, of not really choosing your own friends, of never doing what you wanted. Sometimes looking at people who seemed to be enjoying themselves, when she wasn’t. Her mother had died when she was a baby and her father had married again. And then, not many years after, he had died, she said.

I gathered she didn’t care much for her stepmother. She’d lived mostly in America but also travelling abroad a fair amount.

It seemed fantastic to me listening to her that any girl in this age and time could live this sheltered, confined existence. True, she went to parties and entertainments, but it might have been fifty years ago it seemed to me from the way she talked. There didn’t seem to be any intimacy, any fun! Her life was as different from mine as chalk from cheese. In a way it was fascinating to hear about it but it sounded stultifying to me.

�You haven’t really got any friends of your own then?’ I said, incredulously. �What about boyfriends?’

�They’re chosen for me,’ she said rather bitterly. �They’re deadly dull.’

�It’s like being in prison,’ I said.

�That’s what it seems like.’

�And really no friends of your own?’

�I have now. I’ve got Greta.’

�Who’s Greta?’ I said.